So, not having high speed internet totally blows. Especially after you've had it, and then it gets ripped away by christmas break.

Thank goodness I work in a mall with an Apple store. Saves my life, no joke. 

There's work drama like I've never experienced before. There's family drama. There's friend drama. People need to fucking relax...but that is not the nature of my life. Oh well, I'll just sit back and watch, pretty much like I always do...because I'm actually not really involved in this. The family drama a little bit, but that's only because I started it. Eh. 

I hate christmas, I want it to be over. 

However, I was pleasantely suprised to see that I have only spent $220 this entire holiday season, including all the new clothes I bought and my PS2 (which involves a pretty hilarious story, if anyone is interested). 

So.....yeah. I'm about done with all this. Time to go to work (oh joy of joys). Hope you all have a good next couple of days celebrating a guy's birthday that didn't even happen in December. Why is Jesus always killing my buzz?

So, after much deep contemplation, I've had an epiphany. I believe, if you're going to have an emotional breakdown at the University of Northern Iowa, the bathroom is the best place to have it.

See, the showers are like around the corner and behind a wall from the toilets, so if someone just comes in to pee, they won't hear you. And if you hang a towel outside, the RA's will just think someone is showering when they come through for rounds. As long as you aren't too loud, you're set. If you are too loud, you can just turn the water on, and you're good to go.

I would especially recommend the showers that can also be bathtubs, because you could sit in them, and no one likes to stand through an emotional breakdown.

In fact, I believe if you are in serious need of alone time, this is also the ideal situation. Cause, sometimes, we all get a little sick of people.

the end.

Sometimes, I like college a lot. Like when Barack Obama comes to campus, and makes meaningful eye contact with me. Really, he could do about anything to me....

but that's a different topic for a different blog!

Anyway, where was I? Yes, I like college right now. The semester is almost over, I get a month off for Christmas, I'm moving soon (and by soon, I mean at the last possible moment that I can move (long story), but that is relatively soon), I'm moving into my very own room, and I heard Barack Obama just like 5 minutes ago. I like him. He's really put me in a better mood today.

So, I really like my oral communications class. We're way fun, and its been suggested that we should get our own comedy show. Anyway, some of us are going out tonight, and I'm excited. All college classes should be like that one (i.e. with significant bonding).

Yeah, so now I'm going to the mall with Allyn. With my new debit card. Whoo.

Peace.

Whoo. Things are finally looking up. I have a new room ( I probably won't move until like the day before break, but its a room and I don't have to stay in this one for much longer so I don't really care!), and I have nothing due this week. Granted, its the week before finals, so I probably should study...but I have a feeling I'll end up playing 'The Sims' more than anything. And I'm ok with that.

Next semester is going to kill me I think. I have an 8, 11, and 12 on Monday and Friday, an 8, 11, 12 and 6-9 night class on Wednesday. Then a 9:30 on Thursday and Friday and I'm going to work lunch and dinner. Its going to kick my ass, but I decided (and I know I'll regret this later) that I'm much more productive when I'm busy, and part of my procrastination problem is that I have time to procrastinate. If I don't have time/can't put things off, I'll do better. Not that I'm doing bad, but I do tend to cause myself undue stress by say putting off a 5 page paper until the night before its due. So, I'm attempting to correct that.

It ice-stormed like crazy yesterday, and my mom is holding my new winter coat hostage....so I might freeze to death before next semester has a chance to kill me. Its really motherfucking cold here...

I'm kind of bummed because I was going to go meet some celebrities today, but I have a feeling it was cancelled, and I don't want to walk clear to the union to find out. Cause that would totally suck. I talked to Scarlett Johanson...that was pretty cool. So I guess that will do for now. I'm going to take a nap before I have to go back to work.

And then later, I'm going to listen to some 'Jesus Christ Superstar', cause its stuck in my head.

the end.

Well, break was good, until it sucked. And school was ok...and now it totally sucks.

Basically what I'm saying it, I hate my life right now, and I wish it would stop being mean to me and realize this is a team effort.

I hate Christmas with a fiery passion, but at this moment, it is what's keeping me from going totally crazy.

3 weeks.

ugh.

Many apologies for sucking at updating this blog. I've been doing a lot of myspace blogging lately, and its not that I forgot about this one...it just kind of took a back burner. I'm going to do better from now on though.

So, an update. Well, there is roommate drama. For more information about this, ask me. It's really kind of a good story. But to get to business, I'm in the market for a new roommate, so if you're in the market as well, you should talk to me. I'm super easy to get along with, and my messiness is negotiable.

Anyway. Classes are going pretty well. I still hate math with every fiber of my being, but it's almost over now. Last week in Oral Comm. we had our group projects. I'm just going to put it out there that our totally kicked ass. We handed out free condoms on the hill, and had this whole talk show-skit thing. We only missed 3 points for the entire thing. That=awesome!! Right after break is our persuasive speech. My original idea was going to be that 'SexyBack' should be the new national anthem, but then she said that the topic had to be something that related directly to college students, and we had to partner up with someone to take the other side of the issue. So it didn't really work out. Now my topic is 'to have facebook, or not to have facebook' (really its all social networking sites though). It'll be ok, just not as fun.

I was in Biscotti's today, and they had cinnamon flavored Sunchips. How crazy is that? You know what's crazier? They're totally really super good.

I am also so freaking excited about Thanksgiving break, I'm about to pee my pants (figuratively). I need to get out of here, and Friday can't come soon enough. I get the whole week off, so really 9 days. That is so much puppy time...holy crap its going to be awesome! And time in my bed (not Allyn's). Oh my god, I can't talk about it anymore.

So that's really all. I'll stop sucking at updating this officially. I promise.

happiness is: remembering your mom sent you juice boxes, and as you put some juice boxes in the fridge, realizing you have muffin tops too...and holy crap, the icing on the cake...nip/tuck starts tomorrow!

Today was dreadful. But it was one of those annoyingly bad days where something sets you off and then the day sucks even though it shouldn't. I think just the thought of how long today was going to be yesterday put me in a bad mood this morning.

So, first of all, I had a test at 10. I, being my slacker self, decided that studying wasn't really for me, and only put in about half the time I should have. However, it just so happens the things I remembered randomly were the things on the test. So really, I got super fucking lucky. Really really super fucking lucky. It was a scary enough experience though, that from now on, I will put in more study time. No sense paying for a class I'm not going to do well in. So anyway, that should have put me in a better mood. Not so much.

So then I go to Humanities, and I don't know why, but that guy was extra especially annoying today. I believe he's a funny man, but he goes to far. For example, today we were looking at a portrait of Louis XIV (that's 14), and he goes 'what's interesting about this portrait is the extraordinary amount of leg Louis is showing'. It was hilariously funny, but then he kept talking about it for another like 30 seconds. He killed the joke is basically what happened. Idiot.

Then I went to work. Wednesday is my favorite day of work, because I work with Megan and Jamie, and I like them and they make me laugh and Megan comes up with a new dance every week and its great times. Megan's dance was especially hilarious today, but then for some reason we had a ridiculously long second rush (it lasted like 20 minutes, usually its like less than 10), so that killed whatever good vibes I had going.

I was going to take a nap this afternoon, but then I had to go to a major meeting to get my freshmen spring registration hold taken off so I can register for classes in November, so that didn't happen until way later, so it was a shitty nap. The day ended ok though, because I realized I don't have class tomorrow, and we had the empathy belly (fake pregnancy thing) presentation and it was way funny. That thing is crazy, look for pictures on facebook soon.

I'm sick of long days. However, I should stop fighting them, because I have a feeling they are going to be my life for the next 4ish years.

Also, we are playing Goldfish Survivor in my house. People signed up to get a fish, and whoever can keep their's alive the longest gets a prize. Mine is named Brunhilda the immortal. Its been like 27 hours, and 5 are dead already. I'm so gonna win.

And tomorrow, I'm taking like a 3 hour nap, and that's just how its gonna be!

*sigh*

*sigh*

I don't know what to say. I never really wrote a follow-up to me being afraid to go home, so on that note-it was about what i expected. First of all, not long enough. Second of all, hard. I needed like at least one more day to make it feel like i was really home again, instead of just a visitor passing through. I also felt like it was too soon to get another dog, but I was not at all prepared for the feeling of complete emptiness in my house without Katy there. Without a dog runny out to see me when I walked in the door, it just didn't feel like home. So, I am really glad we got a new puppy (Bella). It was equal parts exciting and hard to spend time with her, because she is the cutest, sweetest little girl I've ever met, but it also broke my heart. I'm not going to get into all the emotional stuff here (that's what myspace is for), but if I'm going to write about my first trip home, I would be lying if I left that out.

I know, that's long overdue, and out dated, but I'm still trying to get my feelings about the whole situation in line, so that's what you get right now.

On a lighter note, last weekend was homecoming. I've discovered I have a quite a knack for corrupting people. There is a girl down the hall from me who, at 21 years old, had never had more than a sip of alcohol in her entire life. Not one drink. And she'd never bought it. Her roommate and I got her to drink a little on Friday and Saturday nights, so we were pretty proud of ourselves, and I realize and accept that I'm a bad person. And............I'm over it. I didn't go to the football game, because I've recently started hating football (not so much the sport as all the bullshit starting and stopping and boringness). This may be a result of increased soccer watching, someone should do a study. But it was still a fun weekend.

This week has started out splendidly, and if the sky didn't look like it was going to puke blood and die, I would be really happy. As it is, I feel a twinge of sadness (that cloudy sky thing gets me everytime). I do feel though that a combination of Mika and Cher twice a day will vastly improve my mood.

Also, if you feel like sending me something this week, it should be kleenexes. No pressure, but you would be my bff. For serious. And if you're really bored, and you have fast internet, and you could go for some new music, or just a giggle, go to www.myspace.com/jennyowensyoung and listen to 'Hot in Herre'. If you don't giggle, we might not be able to be friends, so you should lie if I ask you.

That's all I got. Comment, even if you just say 'hi'...cause I like getting comments!

I'm going home tomorrow. That's exciting, but I'm also finding it kind of weird and scary. I'm excited because, not gonna lie, I miss you all like crazy. I've met a lot of cool people here, but none of them are you. I think I got really lucky with the group of people I hung out with in high school, because you all rock.

Its scary though because...I just haven't been there in forever. This is the longest period of time I've ever not been home. Even in SoCar, that was a home. I don't know, I just think its going to be weird. Hopefully weird in a good way.

I've been watching a lot of tv lately. And by that I mean tv on dvd. I watched 3 seasons of 'House' in one week, and now I'm watching 'Weeds' (really good, fucking hilarious show, if you get Showtime, or Netflix, and you're an adult or your parents don't monitor what you watch...you should check it out), then next week I'm starting 'Grey's Anatomy' and by the time I'm done with that, I'll be getting 'Queer as Folk' from Netflix. I'm a busy, busy girl.

Anyway, not really much else going on here. Kind of a boring week, but I'm ok with that (I'd rather have nothing going on then tests and papers and other stupid stuff). So if you're not doing anything this weekend, you should look me up. Cause I'll be around.

Peace.

This week is going much better than last week. I got my tests back today, both A's. That made me happy. This also proved to me that you can still be a slacker in college and get good grades. Awesome!

So I was at work today, and a mustard fiasco took place. See, we had been serving honey mustard dressing, but today we served regular honey mustard. FIASCO!! One girl got like kind of really upset. I thought it was funny. Anywhoo, the whole thing got sorted out sort of, and it is me and Jamie's duty to tell everyone that works at Stackable's. I'm leaving it mostly up to Jamie, but I'm talking about it in this blog, so I feel I did my part.

Speaking of work, yesterday, Kris and I had a 'that's what she said' contest. I lost because I burned myself and said 'fuck me Freddy' while he was standing right next to me. It was still way fun though.

My mom called me last night, and she's thinking about getting a new dog. It really caught me off guard, like I knew she was going to get another one someday, but not this soon. I thought about it though, and I guess if she's ready, she should go ahead and get one. There will never ever be another Katy, so it doesn't really matter if she waits 20 years. It got me thinking though, and the fact that Katy won't be there make me not quite as excited to go home. It'll be ok though, because I'm thinking I will be super busy, so I won't have much time to just hang out at my house. That's sort of what I'm aiming for anyway.

In my oral comm class today, we watched and episode of 'House', and this chick had a tapeworm in her brain. That is so disgusting, it makes me never want to eat pork ever again. I kind of want to start watching that show, but I'm afraid I will think I have everything they show. Eh.

That's really all I got. Peace.

Happiness is-waking up at 2:30 in the afternoon, eating a oatmeal creampie, and realize (after 5 weeks) that you do in fact have dryer sheets.

I am so ready for this week to be over. Its been a really stupid weird annoying week, and it really just needs to stop.

First of all, I have 2 tests on Friday, which sucks because procrastination and I are like best friends. So I've been reading like a librarian every night. Reading takes a lot of work. I like to think about other things while I read, but that sort of defeats the purpose of reading, just a thought. Then today, one of the classes was cancelled, and we still needed to learn stuff for the test, so I don't even know if that's happening Friday or not. I sort of mostly got caught up for that one though, so I don't really care.

The other test is in Humanities, and there's no way around it-its gonna be a bitch. The end.

I've been having like a crazy bi-polar week too. I wake up and check my e-mail/facebook and listen to Mika, so I always start out in a good mood, but then I do stupid things like read my old Xanga entries from my depressed days, and that kind of kills the happiness. Sidenote-Mika does have amazing mood altering effects though. Seriously, if you're in a shitty mood, just listen to 'Love Today' and you will be happy by the end of the song. No joke, its real.

Other odd things that have happened this week-yesterday I was in the bathroom and a girl came around the corner in a towel (she hadn't showered yet), and I was washing my hands and she goes 'I really like your hair! Its so cute with the curls!!'...and then I was like 'Uhh, thanks (?)' and then she went back around the corner to shower. It was odd. Also today, creepy Lamont from Oral Comm was extra creepy. We were talking about stage fright and things you can do to not get afraid, and someone said picture people in their underwear, and Lamont goes 'I do that all the time anyway.' That guy is fucking creepy-for. serious.

In summary, I'm sick of this week, it should go on vacation and never come back. I'm going to go take a shower now (cause I'm a dirty girl), and then I'm going to dinner. I hope everyone else is having a much better week than me! (goodness, I'm so negative....eh.)

p.s. Happy Talk Like A Pirate Day!!

Today something really cool happened to me. All day, for the first time since I've been here, I felt like I really belonged. To be honest with you, being here has been a lot harder than I expected it to be. I had enough people tell me that college would be easy for me that I believed it would be. So when I got here and it wasn't, I felt like I was doing something wrong. Then I got depressed cause I felt like people had too much faith in me and I was screwing everything up....(I try to keep good vibes on here for the most part, but it hasn't been all good)

But then today, everything felt like it kind of clicked. I'm not going to get too excited, in case its a fluke. I think its all going to be ok though, and I really believe that. I mean, if I've had one really good 'in it' day in 4 weeks, who knows what can happen in the next 4.

I'm making this sound all sad and like I've been depressed the whole time I've been here, and that isn't true at all. I've been having fun, and really things have been fine. I've just felt like an outsider.

I guess that's really all I had for today. I'm happy, I'm pretty much done being sick, and I'm going to be ok.

La La La La La La

So an interesting thing has happened. We heard about a flu going around the dorms last tuesday. Thursday I heard someone on the 2nd floor had it. Friday a girl down the hall had it, and Saturday night...I happened to catch this lovely little virus. I felt very near death yesterday, but today I've been on a pretty steady stream of cough syrup, so while I'm still sick, everything is a lot funnier! I'm hoping I feel better tomorrow, cause I have to go to work, and I don't think I could do work like this (it would be funny, but I would end up burning myself...more than I do usually).

Another gross thing that happened this weekend-my ear got super infected. I got a new piercing a couple weeks before I came here, and sort of stopped cleaning it on a regular basis, and as a result Saturday night (just not a good night...in terms of my general health) there was like a giant infection...bubble kind of thing. Needless to say, I took it out. Its not nearly so gross today.

I had to do a speech today for oral comm, and I'm pretty sure it sucked. I'm not that upset or worried though because the professor knew I was sick, and most of the speech was written under the influence of Tylenol P.M., so not too much can be expected.

Other randomness-today, the crazy lady that doesn't shave and has braids, well today, she wore her hair down. There is so much of it. I'm thinking its been at least 10 years since the woman had a hair cut. I didn't even think humans could grow that much hair. But yes, yes apparently they can.

Life takes an accurate syllabus

tuition, room and board-approximatly $12,000 a year
books-$500ish
sitting in class everyday-50 to 75 minutes of my life
realizing i am now 8 chapters behind (reading wise) in my hardest class-priceless

day i forget

times i have forgotten what day of college i'm at-i forget
parties attended-there are too many technicality issues here, so i'm just going to say i'm still at 1
biodesiel buses ridden in-1
how hot it is here-is the roof on fire? very nearly
times slipped on the floor at work-3

i thought it would be cool to count how many days i'd been here for every post...but i've lost track and i really don't feel like figuring it out. eh. you'll deal.

so i had a good long weekend. i went to my brother's house and we hung out. he's a cool cat. then my mom and jeff came for a little bit on sunday cause they were at some indian thing not too far from here. so that was good. they brought me some stuff i'd forgotten (including another pillow, and no joke, since i've had it, i've been sleeping great. this has led me to conclude that i'm a 2 pillow kind of girl, and 1 pillow just doesn't cut it).

also, i'm getting a social life again, and i'm super excited about it. me and some girls that are 2 doors down and a girl from the other hall have started a movie club kind of thing. basically we watch a movie every night, and now more people are starting to come. it's freaking sweet. they are fun to hang out with, and totally unlike most people i hung out with in winterset. i still don't have any gays...but i'm getting there with the hippies, so i guess that's better than nothing.

funny story-so sarah my roommate has a sinus infection or something, could be the flu (cause i heard that's going around the dorms). anyway, we were at the house dinner last night and she asked if i would pass her the ketchup and i said no (joking around you know) and she's like 'i'm gonna cough on your pillow later'. i thought that was probably the best threat i'd ever heard in my life.

its weird cause i keep seeing people here, or meeting people that totally remind me of w'set people. there is a girl that lives down the hall, and she reminds me so much of katie leners (if katie lener's ran track and was super hyper all the time), she even kind of looks like her. and there is a guy that always seems to be in the dining center when i'm there, and he looks just like chris roberts. its weird, but kind of cool. cause then i think about people that i might not think about otherwise.

in conclusion-i'm pretty much over my homesickness. it sucked pretty bad there for a little while, but now that i'm actually hanging out with people (instead of just meeting a lot of them) its better.

anywhoo kittens, i'ma take a nap, then study for my math test tomorrow that i'm not going to do well on....good times.

what's another word for desperate...?

ok college you win-i'm officially super homesick. i miss my bed, cause i can't fucking sleep here. i miss being able to look over at my wall and seeing the birthday sign caitlyn ryan made for me, or my valentine's day present from racheal, or the really nice letter haley wrote me once. none of that is here. i miss (oh my god) sleeping in only what clothes i deemed absolutly nessicary (usually like none). i miss having a shower with a constant water temperature that only i, or people i know very well use. i miss only having to walk like 5 feet to get to the bathroom. i miss being able to walk from my bathroom to my room, or really around the house for that matter, in only what clothes i deemed totally nessicary. I MISS AIR CONDITIONING. i miss not having to care about anyone else's bedtime routine but mine. i miss band...and high school (shh don't tell anyone). i miss knowing everyone, even if i didn't particularly like them. i miss seeing the people i did like on a daily basis. I MISS SITTING ON MY PORCH. i miss having freezy pops freeze in a timely manner. i miss having food whenever i wanted it. i miss not having to climb to get to my bed. i miss having my own space.

i miss my mom. now, this is ironic because i have spent a significant portion of my teenage years hating the woman, and now i would give about anything to see her. i sort of miss jeff too. this is also ironic.

i miss my dog. god i miss my dog. i miss knowing she'll be home when i get home. i miss holding her. i miss sitting on the couch with her...i just fucking miss her.

i miss going to movies at jc. i miss driving chrysanthemum. i miss my cushy job at wilson's (i had to fry things today and it was disgusting). I MISS CLARKS TOWER. I MISS PAMMEL. I MISS SWINGING BRIDGE. i miss having something to do everyday after school. i miss having to go home earlier than everyone else. i miss having a locker. i miss my slow internet. i miss visiting sara lamb. i miss mr feirer's office. i miss mr kammin's office. i miss ap comp. i miss someone caring that i did bad things. i miss feeling like i was getting away with bad things. i miss checking my closets for serial killers before i went to bed. i miss waking up (because here i can't even seem to fall asleep). i miss knowing exactly how everything was going to go. i miss thinking college was going to be the great answer for all my problems. i miss being excited for college. i miss getting mail. i miss people calling me all the time. i miss tanning. i miss knowing what all the channels were on my tv. i miss privacy. i miss the quiet. i miss driving around. i miss watching movies at people's houses when we didn't know what else to do. i miss knowing my way around.

i miss my life...cause now i'm just another anonymous face.

(i know, this is all going to get better. it just sucks today)

Day 11

Day 11-

parties attended-1(yes!)
drinks consumed at said party-1 (yep, still a loser)
times nearly fallen out of loft-1
soccer games watched on tv while bored-1
bugs henreitta has eaten-1

so, overall i had a good weekend. the part was kind of boring, just because i didn't really know anyone, but at least i can say i've been to one now. and it was good to get out of my room.

new fact about my crazy professor-she also does not wear a bra. if the braids and the hairy legs were enough of a distraction, now i also have her unsupported boobs to deal with. its rough. really rough.

tonight there is a 'save the world' club meeting. i'm thinking this has something to do with global warming. i'm not sure how i feel about global warming, but i'm going to this meeting anyway. if nothing else, i believe it will be a good place to meet hippies, and since there is a huge lack of gays in my life right now, i'm going to compensate and attempt to replace my gays with hippies. i know its not ideal, but its gonna have to work.

my roommate has not seen 'layrinth' so that situation has to get remedied. right now in fact.

p.s.comments are nice...share the love.

Day 9

Day 9-

parties attended-0 (but i'm thinking tonight might be the night)
person i'm happiest i know-allyn
dreams had involving the apocolypse-1
times done laundry-1 (and it was exciting)
naps taken-lots (and prolly another one when i'm done writing this)

so, sarah (my roommate) went home this weekend. i htink she was pretty homesick, so i'm sure she'll feel better tomorrow.

funny (as in ironic) event-ok, so yesterday i'm going from the library to sabin hall (where my next class was) and i hear this 'emily....emily' so i turn around, and who should it be buy mr allyn bauer. so we're standing there talking and he says 'so why don't you ever answer your phone? i've tried calling you a bunch, but you never answer'. and i'm like 'do you have the right number?' and he says 'maybe not'. so i gave him my number and went to class. then he called me last night and we hung out and it was fun.

we went to this thing called no shame. its basically like an improve show for people that aren't very good at improve. sort of. people like read poems they wrote, one group did a skit about a board meeting at the sci fi channel that was really funny, and then this chick juggled. so its kind of random, but it was fun. (weird people there though. i'm pretty sure if everyone in the room wasn't high before the show, they most deffinetly got high afterwords. that might have been the most entertaining part)

so anyway, i think allyn and i are hanging out again tonight. he lives with these two other guys in an apartment, and one of them (alex) is really cool, but the other one (cary) have like a pube-fro on his head. it was odd and sort of made me uncomfortable.

i like working in the dining center, execpt when i have to make eggs, because now i feel like i smell like eggs, and i'm certain this will continue for the rest of the day. LAME.

Day 6

College Day 6-

parties attended-0
friends made-2 or 3ish....maybe 4
people met-i don't even know
people in my dorm whose last name is schnurr (including me)-2
labrynth posters purchased-1

so far, college is getting a b. everyone here is super nice, but i still don't think i've made any real friends. i also realized last night that's ok, because the reason i had so many friends in winterset was i grew up with you all, and i had years to get to know you. so expecting to make friends in a weekish is having some pretty high expectations.

but i am having a good time. i've been getting a little lonely lately, but there have been these dorm bonding activities (all of which have been lame by the way, but it has been a good way to meet people in the dorm), and even though i'm on a upperclass floor, there are still lots of people in the same friendless boat as me. tomorrow they are showing 'blades of glory' in the little field thing outside the dorm, and i'm going with a girl from down the hall, so that will be fun. sarah (my roommate) is going home this weekend, so i'm hoping i'll be able to find something to do.

i like my classes too. i have oral communication, culture nature and society (the professor is a total feminist hippie. no joke-she has these 2 big thick braids that go all the way down to her waist, and she doesn't shave her legs), humanities 2 and dumb kids math (the professor for this one is this old grandma kind of lady. i like this because its like they're throwing a bone to the kids that are dumb at math, because there's no way she'll get angry when we don't understand!). i also work tueday, wednesday and thursday, then every other sunday, so i'm making some money too (that way when i come home we can go out to lunch and what not and i won't be totally broke).

ok, well i'm gonna go do some homework. have a good night/day (whenever you're reading this)!