*sigh*

*sigh*

I don't know what to say. I never really wrote a follow-up to me being afraid to go home, so on that note-it was about what i expected. First of all, not long enough. Second of all, hard. I needed like at least one more day to make it feel like i was really home again, instead of just a visitor passing through. I also felt like it was too soon to get another dog, but I was not at all prepared for the feeling of complete emptiness in my house without Katy there. Without a dog runny out to see me when I walked in the door, it just didn't feel like home. So, I am really glad we got a new puppy (Bella). It was equal parts exciting and hard to spend time with her, because she is the cutest, sweetest little girl I've ever met, but it also broke my heart. I'm not going to get into all the emotional stuff here (that's what myspace is for), but if I'm going to write about my first trip home, I would be lying if I left that out.

I know, that's long overdue, and out dated, but I'm still trying to get my feelings about the whole situation in line, so that's what you get right now.

On a lighter note, last weekend was homecoming. I've discovered I have a quite a knack for corrupting people. There is a girl down the hall from me who, at 21 years old, had never had more than a sip of alcohol in her entire life. Not one drink. And she'd never bought it. Her roommate and I got her to drink a little on Friday and Saturday nights, so we were pretty proud of ourselves, and I realize and accept that I'm a bad person. And............I'm over it. I didn't go to the football game, because I've recently started hating football (not so much the sport as all the bullshit starting and stopping and boringness). This may be a result of increased soccer watching, someone should do a study. But it was still a fun weekend.

This week has started out splendidly, and if the sky didn't look like it was going to puke blood and die, I would be really happy. As it is, I feel a twinge of sadness (that cloudy sky thing gets me everytime). I do feel though that a combination of Mika and Cher twice a day will vastly improve my mood.

Also, if you feel like sending me something this week, it should be kleenexes. No pressure, but you would be my bff. For serious. And if you're really bored, and you have fast internet, and you could go for some new music, or just a giggle, go to www.myspace.com/jennyowensyoung and listen to 'Hot in Herre'. If you don't giggle, we might not be able to be friends, so you should lie if I ask you.

That's all I got. Comment, even if you just say 'hi'...cause I like getting comments!