-Cydonia was a region in Greece named after King Cydon, who was the son of Hermes and some dumb bitch. Its also a place on Mars where there are faces, i.e. maybe life? If, hypothetically speaking, Cydonia had knights, a stupid band called Muse could write a dumb song about these 'Knights of Cydonia' and then a video game company could put this song on Guitar Hero 3. And if all of these conditions were present, I would believe this song was in place just to make my life miserable, because that's what its doing.

-My eye won't stop twitching, I'm sure this is just my brain tumor. Or SaraH is in mortal danger. Either way, no worries.

-I woke up this morning because I left my window open last night and around 8 a gale force wind started blowing shit around my room. It was scary and unpleasant.

-There's this quote I used to like, it went something like '4 a.m. is the hardest time to be alive. 4 a.m. knows all my secrets, 4 a.m. is where all my dreams die.' I would say, on a personal note, when insomnia hits, its actually around 5:30 that those things happen, especially if your dream involves sleeping.

-Real professor quote: 'You are all a species of homos. There were homos before you, and when you guys reproduce, there will be more homos. But thanks to evolution and genetic diversity, there is a lot of genetic variety in the homo species.' This is also the guy that did an impression of a sperm playing football. Sometimes I like college.

-I used to take this personality disorder test at www.4degreez.com when I was really screwed up. I usually scored very high for Borderline, and high for like Histrionic and Obsessive-Compulsive. I took it last week, and I scored low on everything. That's right kittens, I'm now the picture of mental health. You all should strive to be more like me (ha!).

-I'm officially addicted to watching t.v. shows on Netflix. I've watched all the good shows, and I'm at the point where I'm going to start watching 'Xena'. No joke, I really am that lame....but mentally healthy!

-The end.

Last night, I saw the movie 'Cloverfield'. It was so amazing! It was terrifying (possibly the scariest movie I've ever seen) because it didn't rely on gore, or a serial killer. I mean, its pretty straight forward-a monster is attacking New York City. You (in the beginning) have no idea what it is, where it came from or why it is attacking, but it is. Now, what are you going to do?

Since it was all filmed with a handheld camera, you feel like you're right there with the characters. So since then I've been thinking a lot about what I would do. Would I try to save people (especially people that I love), or would I just run?

And I'm not sure what the answer to that is. Part of me hopes I would just run like hell (self preservation is not always a bad thing). I wouldn't expect anyone to come back for me, in fact I would hate it if someone risked their life for me. I think when it came right down to it, there are people I would go back for. Not because I want to be a hero, or anything like that. But because I'd rather die doing good than live wishing I had.

I know, its all very hypothetical. Monsters aren't going to attack anywhere, I know that. But there are 'monsters' that really do exist. What if we got nuked? or attacked by...I don't know terrorists again or something. Really, what would you do?

Anway, 'Cloverfield' is an excellent movie, well worth however much you have to pay for it and however far you have to drive to see it. Now I'm off to work!

Well, kittens, I must say life is pretty good today. Execpt for the fact that its snowing like its going out of style and I have to work....But right at this moment things are good! I'm interneting and listening to Cher. Honestly, what more does a girl need?

So yesterday, I was working, and let's just say things are rather....interesting (ha!) there right now, and anyway I got off and I walked through B&N cause they're having a super mega sale, and I'm looking at one of the tables, and what should appear before my eyes? Probably the greatest book ever writte-'The Giant Book of Insults'. How fucking amazing is that? And they had a deal where you could get 3 books for $9.99 (but I'm a member so it was less that that), but anyway, I also got a novel by Snoop Dogg and some Van Gogh post-it notes. What I'm saying here is, I pretty much spent the best $10 of my life last night. Thanks B&N!

Anywho, I think its time for me to play a fun game of 'figure out which clothes laying on my floor are dirty and then do laundry', so I'm off.

Today totally sucked. Not because I was nursing a hangover like most of the rest of the world (I almost wish I had been...) but because this stupid fucking idiot assisstant manager at Wilson's makes me want to shoot someone. Mostly her.

This is why I got a playstation, so I could kill people in an acceptable manner...

Last night was pretty fun though. I went to a lockin at a church, and I know that makes me lame, but I'm sort of ok with that. I've really had enough heavy drinking for awhile. Sometimes its nice to remember what happened on your birthday. Sometimes not, but sometimes yes.

My step-sister had her baby finally. In case you missed it, just turned 18, she's dropped out of high school and works at wal-mart. The baby's dad (her boyfriend) is 25, like $20,ooo in debt and has not job. WINNERS!! I went to see the baby, and a couple of minorly distressing things happened: 1) I got sort of maternal, which freaked me out, and 2) I got really fucking scared. This kid doesn't stand a fucking chance, and Angela is so stupid and wouldn't give her up for adoption. So now there is a little girl named Keara in the world, who will someday have a favorite food and color and will have interests and has the possibility of having so much potential, and my step sister is flushing all that down the toilet. Its really really fucking depressing.....and I guess I don't even know what more to say about it. I'm trying to remain optimistic, but it kind of isn't working.

In other news, I'm excited about the caucus. GO OBAMA!! Sara Lamb and I are making cookies tomorrow, its gonna be awesome, and if you feel like coming, you should. I'm figuring its gonna be like a big party. And who doesn't like a big party with Obama cookies?? No one. duh.