Its 1:33 a.m. I'm awake. Why? Not for lack of trying to sleep, but in fact because some girls in are outside my door pulling up the carpet tiles and moving them around to switch the pattern. I could be frustrated, but I'm actually really amused. I just hope they don't get a noise complaint...

Looks like its time to watch another episode of 'Xena'...

(this blog is going to be hilarious, because of the following sentence)

So I was sitting next to this Nascar enthusiast at dinner tonight.....
(told you)

And he was watching the race on tv. And he kept saying things (to me) like 'Isn't it amazing that's happening at 180?'

I pretended I was deaf.

This did not deter the Nascar enthusiast.

Then it switched to 'YES!!' and 'WHOO' and 'Isn't it great that Junior is sucking today?'
(he was a very enthusiastic enthusiast)

Simultaniously, he kept going and getting more popcorn shrimp.

And more.

And more.

This guy ate a total of 5 fucking baskets of popcorn shrimp.

JESUS TIT!

Then just as I was getting up to go back to work, a chick sat down on the other side of the bar, and started saying similar things....and soon, the enthusiastic nascar enthusiast and the chick engaged in conversation.

Then they had wild sex on the floor.

Kidding about that last part, but seriously, I think I witnessed a hookup tonight...in the Piazza.

What a magical place.

Today is a great day in the life of Emily Schnurr. Its a refreshing kind of cold outside. I skipped my 8 o'clock class, and I don't feel bad about it. Valentine's Day is over. I was reminded that life and I have a similar sense of humor last night. The air smells like possibilities, and I might just allow myself a little bit of hope. And, to top that all off, I'm going to see a little boy child that I'm madly in love with in a few hours.

I tried really hard to make yesterday good, because I'm sick of hating the big V-Day. Instead of being depressed that I'm apparently not ever going to be in a relationship that means anything, I figured I would try to be happy for people that had found someone extra special, and be thankful for the insane amount of love that I have in my life. That lasted until like....3 in the afternoon. Then I walked past the office and saw all the flowers...and I slipped back into my usual 'rawr I hate this day' mood. Eh. A for effort.

In Netflix news-Xena is the best show ever. The end.

I should have blogged something on the big To Write Love on Her Arms day thing...but I didn't have my opinion about it well enough organized. So that topic will have to wait until March 11 (one of my favorite things that has happened today was that I got on facebook, and self injury awareness day is an event...and T.J. Hendricks is attending. Like I said, life and I have a very similar sense of humor).

That's all.

-Sometimes sleep really annoys me. There's too much to do, and I hate that I have to spend so much time sleeping because then I don't get to do fun stuff. I like the 'I'll sleep when I'm dead' mentality. However, after (and by that I mean, I'm still in the middle of) a serious bout with insomnia, it feels really fucking good to be rested. I slept 16 hours the whole week last week, and by Friday, I couldn't even register where I was. Now, I'm joining the pill brigade, and I hate that, but I need to function.

-Professor quote-'Point of view has a friend, and it is named Stance.' He's a nice guy, but I wish his class was more about reading (its intro to lit) and less about us sharing our life stories in class. Its a lit class, not psychotherapy.

-Its freezing raining today. I was having a good chuckle to myself about how funny it is when people fall down, then I fell down....I continued to chuckle.

-I made coffee for myself this morning in my very own coffee pot. It was a ver fulfilling experience.

-I hate the Superbowl. Stupidest game in the stupidest sport in history.

-I got a bunch of new music last weekend. I'm afraid I'm going to get new music overloaded and miss listening to something great because there is so much to listen to.

-I'm scared for Wednesday....4 years. Holy shit.

-Don't feel bad if you don't get that. I'm might blog about it, but I'm not sure.

-'House' was fucking badass last night. Dear god I love that show.

-I have to go to class now.

-The end.